PART 2- THE THERAPUTICAL BENEFITS OF UNLEASHING ANGER

I'm getting very lazy with this blog but anyway SECURITY GUARD RIDING!!

For most of today my mind was empty and I could feel the stress and the shouting was the only thing rising through it, its fucking torture. The thinking I could manage was dark and everytime I thought of Mable (Mable Wheelchair) I cringed and ARGGGHHHHH BREATH BREATH FUCK I'M PISSY ALSO!! Its unbelievably frustrating and i was thinking about If I can trust people and common ground and good manners and how it is that If I've done nothing wrong then why is this still happening to me (in general- nothing to do with Mable) or I must be doing something wrong, so I'm finding I have little to no tolerance anymore to people that willfully and knowingly are rude or disrespectful or don't do the right thing. FUCK 'EM!! NEXT PERSON THAT TRIES TO MUG ME OR CROSSES ME WHEN I CAN BE SURE I DID NOTHING WRONG, I'M GONNA KNOCK THE SHIT OUT OF THEM.....

THIS STATE OF MIND HAPPENED TO BE AN UNFORTUNATE ONE FOR A VERY HOSTILE AND RUDE 6 FOOT SECURITY GUARD. I was busy germinating some special seeds from Nimbin and went to get some tap water leaving somethings not far behind. I returned to find him picking my things up "Oh excuse me those things are mine" I went 50 meters only and he said in a really pissy way "Don't leave your stuff around or otherwise I'll throw it in the bin!!" OH THANKYOU SOOOO MUCH I CANNOT WAIT!!

"YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!! FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING PRICK!!"

"WHAT?" Oh I so enjoyed watching him burning inside mmmm bacon!! Slowing down and repeating the word "Prick" really stoked him. "Right I'm escorting you off the premises"

"FUCK YOU I'm not going anywhere" so he picks up my things and walks off with them

"I'm calling the police!!" so I go to reception and explain what happened, and how unbelievably rude he was to me, he then comes back and tried to man handle me. "GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME YOU ILL MANNERED PRICK, I'M HERE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT YOU!!" Apparently you can't swear on state property. At one point I was riding him like a mechanical bull and he fell flat on his face. I warned him once again to get his hands off me, didn't listen!! I snapped and took a huge swing at his face!! "What the fuck is wrong with you, you need to learn some basic manners and treat people with respect!!" Fortunately I missed him oh but I really let rip verbally and it was awesome riding around on his back until he fell on the floor "BULLSHIT I CAN'T SWEAR, FREE SPEECH IS A HUMAN RIGHT!! GIVE ME ETIQUETTE LESSONS YOU FUCKING PRICK!! ONLY THING WORSE THAN AN ASSHOLE COP IS AN ASSHOLE SECURITY GUARD!!" I recommend you try it, its the best fun!!