Tuesday 22 February 2011

I had a terrible dream the other night..........

Probably the most uniquely surreal and bizarre experience I have ever had...


I've only had a few minutes to reflect. I'm lying here at 2 in the morning. I never thought I'd get any sleep tonight but obviously I must have been asleep although I was intensely conscious through the experience. The last thing I did was take a small dose of olive leaf extract before making my first effort to really have a go at going to sleep. Hesitant to say I've never had this happen before because in fact very specific aspects struck a very deep metacognitive chord. This however, THIS was the most intense version of that 10 fold.
I'm just lying here....... no maybe I'm day-dreaming a little.... well I'm very settled I suppose I must be ready to drop of pretty soon. How completely odd, I thought. I can feel a pressure, a very noticeable pressure. It’s of somebodies hands. Pushing in to my back, I feel knuckles but mostly a set of thumbs and whoever it is, I'm thinking, must have made it in through the open window and has decided to give me a back massage. I'm in a room with 2 Germans. The tall lanky one suffering premature hairless hates me for no known reason, he's just German and weird. Possibly jellous of my Leo Cap hair, despite the good news about those mice. It doesn't feel like he's trying to kill me and how probably is it that his girlfriend from across the room has decided to make a move directly underneath him on the top bunk.
I decided against opening my eyes straight away. I can't move, there's a lot of weight and somebodies knees digging in to my back. I can't work out what the fuck is going on because nothing about it makes the slightest bit of sence. Whatever's happening i have the impression that this person is female, its the way she keeps touching my hands. Its dark I can't see who it is.... I think.. I mean I think its a woman... but I can't see anyone. NOBODY IS THERE!! And THAT is when I truly froze with disbelief!! This entity is continuing to put its hands all over me in a very controlling, purposeful yet strangley gentle way, but I look up to see nothing but an open window. Now I'm awake she knows that I know and she's screwing with me and having fun (metaphorically).
OMG. It’s happening again!! I never seem to remember past occurrence’s until I'm reminded once more. There’s nobody there, I know there’s no-one but often when I'm asleep I'm sliding across the sheets horizontally. It’s as if I'm being dragged but no force is being applied. I'm moving feet first across to the bottom of my bed feeling and hearing every fiber against my stomach. I hear the shhhhh sound. It’s happened many nights before, I'm not always dragged sometimes it’s just what’s happening now. As my moving ceased my feet are being pulled upwards. This time I responded and as I felt myself born upright on to my feet I think to wake others for help. My voice is working; I can hear myself crystal clear. Every sense is working perfectly, I must be sleep walking of course but I don't know where I am and I'm being chased "I think I'm asleep please wake me up I'm going to hurt myself, I can't see where I am" I hear no reply from either of the Germans. I'm Willy Lopez being tormented by a vengeful Sam from Ghost. My location has changed and I’m running around in the dark until I run in to something. I FELT REAL PAIN!! BANG!! Straight on the forehead. It’s a pole of some kind. I heard someone call back and I see a stranger "Please help, I don't know what’s going on but I'm sick or something or sleepwalking and someone is chasing me!!" I grab her hand and regained consciousness shortly after safe in my own bed. I don't know what’s causing it but I really felt and often feel this and on waking I couldn't decide if I really am being dragged. Maybe my consciousness slipped in to a quantum world where I've asked my girlfriend to make things kinky!! Maybe it’s just how my brain shuts down before full sleep. Anyway I'll try some more of that olive leaf extract before I return to sleep. THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE!!