Friday 12 February 2010

GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE

Oh I am so mad and so discusted. Have no choice now but to sneek away tommorow morning. Was gonna continue with my first post with things I missed. My car is blocked in until tommorow. Everything was going pretty good the conversation was flowing.... Lots to talk about ..... I was kinda drunk. Let me update here. I packed up all my stuff ... Moved out said an awkward goodbye to everyone. Now I'm fucking livid!!!
I can't even repeat what happened. I don't wanna upset anyone, aka Gillian and I forget who else. This fucking cunt called callen his boyfreind and Naden's boyfreind spotted a cane toad. I don't wanna go in to details but despite my protests they all decided to catch it and burn it alive. It was the most sickening thing I have ever seen. I get that it's a pest but these retards thought it was justified to vilify it because of that and this bitch nadine was ecxited at what she was doing. I'm calling whoever animal protection is here in the morning. No way I'm I gonna be living with these people. Sorry that there's nothing positive in this post.

Thursday 11 February 2010

Explaining copraphilia, heroin addicts, an efatic dork

What a week. Have become very dedicated to my schoolwork and the gym. The idea is I go in the mornings and It gets me going and wakes me up so that I'm ready for anything. It's a hard compromise to figure because I'm on a calorie restricted diet, I intake 2/3 less than most people at around only 500 a day, its a life long commitment in an attempt at retarding the ageing process. I have to keep up on vitamins and nutrients. Pharmacutical grade is no good because the molecular structure isn't complete, so need lots of fruit and veg drinks and none fat milk with witch I mix whey protien. I eat a carb packed breakfast. I then go to the gym, run on the treadmill burn off 100 cal. I then push, pull and lift lots of heavy things, then finish off with a nice leasurley swim under the Brisbane sun before hitting the showers. Then I'm fucked for the rest of the day and can barely function at all. I'm sick of people talking bollocks!! Pish!! Had no choice but to ignore Ellen, dancing is very light Excersize. Can only make it through the day on energy drinks. Already have auto-immune issues like excema and asthma and that recent jab for India has had me suffercating and tearing my arms apart at night. Don't want my body attacking it's own insulin aswell. Friends I'm staying with don't know about my shouting, had no issue for a while now, and I thought, see!! My parents stressing me out at home!! After all these sugary caffiene enriched drinks and everyones watching telly and suddenly I say "FUHHHHH" don't know why but the k is always missing. So far no opportunity to explain to them.
I'm moving out anyway as I found some people to live with in the cafe district of Morningside and Bulimba. It's ok I suppose. Didn't know how to go about house-hunting and was scared I'd act like a twat. Very sexy girl and this gay guy. They have names too. Went to visit there "cute" one level queenslander and we got on well straight away. " One other thing erggggh do you take drugs?" what a fucking flagrant question I thought considering how much they drink. " We can't really tolerate that you see" wanted to slap her so hard but I let it go, lied and said no. I think they noticed the pause before I answered though. Hence the slightly awkward laughter.