Explaining copraphilia, heroin addicts, an efatic dork

What a week. Have become very dedicated to my schoolwork and the gym. The idea is I go in the mornings and It gets me going and wakes me up so that I'm ready for anything. It's a hard compromise to figure because I'm on a calorie restricted diet, I intake 2/3 less than most people at around only 500 a day, its a life long commitment in an attempt at retarding the ageing process. I have to keep up on vitamins and nutrients. Pharmacutical grade is no good because the molecular structure isn't complete, so need lots of fruit and veg drinks and none fat milk with witch I mix whey protien. I eat a carb packed breakfast. I then go to the gym, run on the treadmill burn off 100 cal. I then push, pull and lift lots of heavy things, then finish off with a nice leasurley swim under the Brisbane sun before hitting the showers. Then I'm fucked for the rest of the day and can barely function at all. I'm sick of people talking bollocks!! Pish!! Had no choice but to ignore Ellen, dancing is very light Excersize. Can only make it through the day on energy drinks. Already have auto-immune issues like excema and asthma and that recent jab for India has had me suffercating and tearing my arms apart at night. Don't want my body attacking it's own insulin aswell. Friends I'm staying with don't know about my shouting, had no issue for a while now, and I thought, see!! My parents stressing me out at home!! After all these sugary caffiene enriched drinks and everyones watching telly and suddenly I say "FUHHHHH" don't know why but the k is always missing. So far no opportunity to explain to them.
I'm moving out anyway as I found some people to live with in the cafe district of Morningside and Bulimba. It's ok I suppose. Didn't know how to go about house-hunting and was scared I'd act like a twat. Very sexy girl and this gay guy. They have names too. Went to visit there "cute" one level queenslander and we got on well straight away. " One other thing erggggh do you take drugs?" what a fucking flagrant question I thought considering how much they drink. " We can't really tolerate that you see" wanted to slap her so hard but I let it go, lied and said no. I think they noticed the pause before I answered though. Hence the slightly awkward laughter.